If there’s one thing I could have in this entire world, I’d want to be wanted. I’d want to get a random phone call from someone, only to be told that they called me to see how I’ve been. I’d want to have someone ask me to hangout with them, even if it were only for a little bit. I’d want to be told that I mean something to someone, even if it were only in a friendship type of way. All I really want is to feel wanted, and the sad part is - I don’t feel it at all. I’m the person who calls people to see how they’re doing or ask if they want to do something with me. I’m the person who tries my best to keep the people around me happy. But it’s beginning to become harder for me to try and make everyone else happy and wanted, because day by day I realize how sad I truly am.